E.M.E.R.G.E 2.0.0.7

put ur hands up in the air~
put ur hands up in the air~

i didnt know today is vesak! like, how blur can i be. but who cares. theres smth more than vesak to me, and is EMERGE!!!!! really miss all da peepz. *HAAACHOO!* man, some of u miss me too har? feeling a lil unwell now, but still, i 'die die' must go down for emerge. my mobile really irritates me. i mean, i feel like giving myself a break this week. so maybe i wun entertain calls that asking me to go down for proposal, for meeting or whatever that really harms my body cells. and yes, that includes training. Nash even asked me out to study, man, is like, sorry, not this week. this is not an irresponsible act. all these things can push to 2nd week of the holiday. eadelin jus want a break LAHS and have whole loads of fun with my peeps later on. HEHEHEHES. rock on n167 n w399. Slacking is still an art man. i still feel uneasy with staying at home doing nth. yah, maybe i'm born to do something. WAH. it jus came instantly alright.lols.

peach banana tastes gooooooooooood

OH MY GOODNESS! my internet is back to working condition! now i can start working on my GPP, also the national's day proposal, replying all the council matters, doing whatever quiz n questions, blogging like no man's business, chatting like mad cow.[ ok no link i know]
. IS LIKE, i can stop going ard begging ppl for computers . YES!

Last week duty was still boring as before. i was allocated to guard the black n ugly door. as i was standing there, i could feel a second by another second ticking away in my mind's clock. den i began to tell myself i'm not going to waste my youth like that. In fact, there r many things waiting for me to do. Yeah, now is the time to look for a new ministry. Direct translation from chinese version yea: the heaven is boundless, the earth is endless, sure there is place for me to dwell in. In addition, i was so proud of kevin las. the only dancer in our cell group. so jealous of that photo shoot. [ cos can take away the pimples n all. OOPS. I'M NOT SAYING KEVIN HAS PIMPLES!]



LADIES N GENTLEMAN, i lost my phone!
my 16th phone sia.
i'm now using this crazy old phone, with unwelcoming function of auto switched-off. so in any cases that u cant reach me, jusss.... TRY AGAIN LAH=)

i went to shop last monday.
1 new jean shorts
2 pair of shoes
1 spag shirt
1 bag
1 jacket- I LOVE IT!
1 super sparking hair rubber band

total: $***
hehehehes.

friends over friends

i felt unfair but i'm not gonna say a word to u anymore. it seems like u can have so much fun with these bunch of friends but when u're with us, u claimed that we dun show concerns, we dun notice u n we cant b bothered to talk to u.

i feel that we have the rights to sae that u dun show any concerns too, u dun really notice our presence too n u also dun even bother to talk to us. it takes 2 hands to clap. right now, u drift away from us jus becos u found a new grp of friends. To you, they're the people u can hve fun with. they're e ppl u can talk to. i'm so sorry to say, i can make new friends, but at the same time, i'll still put in my best effort to keep in touch with these bro n sis. i feel no point telling u that i'm hurt cos u're emotionally shut down. u no longer breathe the same air as me.
ur heart is with them. is always about them. u always need someone to support u. the girls r at least so much stronger than u.

loneliness is just a bullshit word. we're never alone. we jus need to be sensitive to the things ard us. afterall, u're jus being bais. ur so called' friends' r alwys right. and we're alright wrong. or rather, i'm always wrong.
since i'm always wrong, whatever i sae to u is down the drain. may as well keep that distance between us, at least we still keep the memories of each other. Since u refuse to reply or pick up e calls, i understand i'm a nag n ur frens r so much more fun than me. i'm sorry that i'm boring.
really.

HAPPY WEEK.

look like the revival is drawing near. With prayer plus action, i believe the heaven will pour down blessing upon cell grps.

had so much fun on friday! the very fact that it was the last day of school, the whole school of JC1, [ n some JC2] went down to changi base for the navy open house. we spent lots of time at the 'mines' intellectual game there. won away two boxes of jigsaw puzzle! [ it's not easy ok!]
den we went further down to try that skateboarding. anisah n i looked really stupid trying to hang on there.kiku n jeff wanted to look cool, but sad to say, they fell down from the skateboard even earlier thn us . so the ultimate winners still, THE GIRLS. due to time constraint, we didnt get a chance to try the bungee run n the jumping thingy. YUCkS. oh yah, love the look-like-boat-but-is-not-a-boat ride. had a great hair blowing session there! only queennie didnt enjoy the thrilling ride. poor she, haing MOTION SICKNESS! it was a disaster.

Fun didnt jus end here after heading back to sch.

minglee, xinwei, zolene and i cab down to east coast beach for BBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES. I'M THAT HYPER.
the bbq was never a boring one. i mean, chien sing was therree! his lameness never fails to make me laugh out loud. i think we seriously need to run one URL election. [ u r lame]

President
Vice president
Managers

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PC connection fails like a dooh dooh

another good news of the week, our team clinched a gold medal for 4 by 100m! free $80 food vouchers for each person. YAY. i didnt expect to be first for this race [ the fact that temasek, acjc trackers were all ready to fight for the gold] but whatsoever, we got it. and they're the runner ups. HEHEHEHES. strong sense of satisfaction man! 3 golds for this year. i'm still working for more =) OH YAH. TESTS ARE COMING UP. gonna do well academically too.

BLEHS

i'm so gonna fail my today's GP test. but i guesss thats not a bad thing since mrs kum herself said she will make sure we all fail the test. CRAZY, i know. yesterday went out with this lunatic. n i got so pissed off by him. shall not go into details.AM HUNGRY NOW! someone please cook smth delicious for me, thank you.

titration sux

i screwed up my A levels SPA. ok, lets not go into details. am so really worn out by all the school events these days. after investiture and sports day, i thought i could finally have my beauty sleep. but dunno why theres this college day pop up from nowhere. is like, OH MY GOODNESS. i told daniel that i'm really worn out and besides, i really have to go for training tmr. i dun wanna receive another round of scolding madness from barnabas again. i guess tmr is the day we need to get ourselves into different committees. NOT COOL. i'm still deciding which committee to join =(
still working on my GPP. yucks. i'm so gonna be a zombie in few minutes time. i'm a creature that desperately wants to sleep. i'm feeling unwell, again.

sports day

i look so disgusting over here holding the overall HOUSE CHAMPION trophy

TRACK GLORY: 13 golds 10silvers 4bronzes

1 girl overall champion

2 boys overall champion

thou' many had alr flown back home with their trophies.

40 over trophies for the whole track team. COOL RIGHT?

my manager. HIS MILO WORKS MIRACLE! [ forced to say]

the peak of my life

perrine, u so gonna bite my dust next year. she became this year girl's champion with a silver ahead of me. i didnt know theres an overall individual champion, if not, i would have joined 1500m to bring back another gold. den u guys may ponder, why in the first place i didnt go for it. well, i'm so sick of running long dist for so many years on sports day. so i tried smth new: long jump. hahahas, as predicted, i didnt make it for top 3 positions. down to 4th, hardly even smell the 3rd person. imagining i really get my three golds this year, that bigger cup belongs to me for sure. HAHAS.

congrats perrine. mio crappy partner in track. [ u still bite my dust next year, lols]

oh yeah, we didnt make it for any relays during the finals. [ we got in for all three] but i could see, hear and feel the efforts put in by mio class. Is a pity that we didnt win them. the girls either fell or dropped baton. i guess they were not prepared and real nervous. some of them were all so worried that i would be disappointed and angry. but seriously, i was really happy to run with u all is not about getting the medals, is about the team spirit we have. love u girls.

oh yah, thanks ezekiel for the MILO PING.

next phase of my life;new beginning

Rui ping and me

YEAH/big day is over. we took many many many photos. still searching for these photo from various sources. i still find the weird looking greenish-white councilor badge doesnt suit me. is like, u gotta uphold the image. hard job for eadelin. no matter how hard i try to lengthen my skirt, trying to paint black sauce over my hair, or perhaps with e right way of walking, the ' ah-lianish' DNA seems to be deposited in me. hello, i have one more year to go with folding n unfolding my skirt. urghs. i know i must go with it.



i'm now offically INVESTED. thank you.

council investiture eve

i dunno if it was a good or bad day for me. first of all, we're all so busy with pre Sc investiture that we always ended up in school late at abt10pm. i treat it as bonding session anyway. but what happened in the late afternoon was really something unexpected. barnabas called for me when she saw me in the hall arranging the chairs. and yes. this is the part i din even wish to blog about it but i know some of u wish to know. she yelled at me jus becos i skipped training for twice!
like, yelling out of nowhere u noe. and the worse thing is, she claimed that she gave me a sms but the fact that i didnt even receive a shit from her. guess what, she said i deleted the sms. so freaking unreasonable. i know she's one. everybody knows she's one. but i din know shes THAT UNREASONABLE. her yelling totally ruined the tpjc tccher image. she didnt even make the effort to negotiate. she jus good at throwing words at u. i mean, which idiotic tcher doesnt know that investiture is coming? AND TO QUIT COUNCIL BECOS OF HER UNREASONABLE DEMAND, i'm so sorry. i dun see a reason why. if i receive the love and concern from u, maybe i would consider to drop council. right now, i jus know that when i'm sad, council frens r there for me. we're working towards the same goal. yes. thanks for those consoled me. i rmber everyone of u. muacks.

wohohoho

YAY! get to watch spiderman 3 later...

cool calculation

my age:

Age in years:
16.84
Age in months:
202
Age in days:
6145
Age in hours:
147490
Age in minutes:
8849372
Age in seconds:
530962343
Age in Milli seconds:
53096234310
Age in weeks:
43018
i was born on
Thusday
5.7.90

PSSSSsst

i'm so pissed off. everyone seems to be talking about the spiderman 3 movie. i'm gonna watch it for sure! i love minglee and her that deep blue top from topshop. i'm still searching for a bag! am i fussy or has the fashion become stagnant? awwwww.
my big day is drawing near. i'm gonna be real busy tmr. i hope everything jus turns out fine. yeah, no leaking and all. even if it really leaks, let it be on ******. WHAHAHAS. OK. since when i'm that evil.

will be back to flood u guys with spiderman 3!

unwell day

my soul cries out, for more of you
theres nobody else, that can take ur place
in my heart.

i'm so feeling unwell here but somebody jus keep on lecturing me on the msn.
whats there to fake about? i have no idea.
went to play volleyball with minglee, zolene and their fellow senior. din know that tpjc volleyball team is made up of 3 people. i wun say is pathetic, lets search for a better word or a sentence- still in progress? council is like, so behind time. dun understand why people jus dun understand the meaning of council takes priority over CCAs. anyway, i find wei jiang is really friendly. a change in my judgement for now =)

addressing haha

i would like to thank haha for bringing up this nonsensical post. i'm kind of freak out when someone has actually been observing me. maybe u admire me or u jus find my look irritates u. but whatever the reason is, i think u care for me so much that u even put in the effort to tag my board. i really really appreciate that man. Thanks once again for all ur concern. To my beloved friends, dun get freak out. is jus false alarm by haha. oh, am i smart or am i smart? KEKEKEKEKES.

part and parcel

Exco members have been voted and finalised. not really happy with the person becoming head of operations. all he does is creating noise.if you happen to read this, jus wanna let u noe, someone is more capable than u. all u have to do now is to get ur job done and stop behaving like a monkey u toot.

Yesterday, we had our investiture rehearsal till 8 plus. cab fare costs only $2.70.
den went to hav dinner with arthur. Amazingly, i cried silently on his shoulder.
den i dunno why theres this question came out of me:

Arthur, tell me honestly, how real can God be?
and he replied that, if God is that real, you wldnt be suffering now.
den i stared at him and said, each time when i'm going thru something worse, i find God is more real to me.

i could see tears in his eyes. i think he misses God, his church and friends.
well, i dunno. i was still crying in silence...

cant breathe anymore

我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧

是我没有 陪在你身边 当你寂寞时候

别再看着我 说着你爱过

别太伤痛 我不难过

这不算什么

只是为什么眼泪会流

我也不懂